So new ink is one week old.

I am not happy about the work at all. It needs a lot of retouching in areas. Basically from what I can tell, the outline needs to be completely redone and several areas need to be filled in. This is my 5th and I have never had to have anything else retouched afterwords. So I am just slightly disgruntled. I don't know if this one is different because it is on my wrist and this area bends a lot or what the deal is.

The guy I went to has 10 years experience but he is not the guy who did my other stuff. That guy moved away.

I don't know how long I have to wait to have the touch ups done either. I need to stop by the shop and show the muther fucker what it looks like so he can tell me. I almost don't want him to touch it, but of course if he does it then it's free.

Got it yesterday, right wrist, 5th tattoo.

Ahhh so I found my ex on facebook. This might not seem like a big deal to some, but as stupid as he is when it comes to using a computer or the internet (other then for porn) this amazed me. I saw him on myspace a little while ago and he never did anything with his page. Now that he is on facebook though I can't see his page and I WANT TO!!! I even want to write him a message. I don't know what it would say, or what it would accomplish (nothing) but I just want to do it. I want to ask him one simple question. Then again I don't know if I really want to know the answer to it. I just want to see if, six years later, he ever thinks about me.....because I still think about him.

Into the wall
He pushed me
Hard enough to make it matter
Sliding his hands
Under my shirt
I slip my rings off into my pocket
He didn't see
Not knowing his name
Doesn't matter to me
I approve of his body and
The way he is kissing me
I can forget for a moment
What it is I was missing
Before his tongue was where
It shouldn't be
I am aware how hard he is
Against me
Reaching for his
Zipper
I am reminded
What it is to be
Free

I can't really put my finger on it and I guess that is the main problem.

My marriage is bugging me!!!!!!

How random is that???

My sex drive has been sooooo low lately and I am trying to figure out if it is me or him. He is more then willing, anytime, any place. Meh.
My problem is I still compare him to my ex who was FABULOUS in bed. I can't tell you enough how much I loved having sex with a very experienced partner.
My husband on the other hand, only had a couple of lovers before me. He says there were more, but frankly, I don't believe him. He just does the same things over and over. I tell him what I like and it seems like he forgets it quite quickly and resorts back to his old standby moves. I then get tired of refreshing his memory and will instead opt out of sex entirely.

It doesn't help also that he has gained some weight. I have always had a "issue" with his weight from day one. He was a slight...