I'm restarting my diary/journal/blog in the hopes of getting a little more introspection and thought into my life once more. I'm beginning to get a little apathetic, letting life happen to me rather than making things happen for myself.
I was reading back in my journal and there's more than a few times I cringed or chuckled at what I was going through. Growing up is so muddled; it's hard to see the big picture when you're part of it.
Anyways I am in a bit of a rut at the moment. This summer I did nothing really but work, come home, and play videogames while waiting for school to start again. I've gone out a few times but nothing spectacular, I need to be more social again. It's a natural swing towards more interaction with others that I recognize, so I'll just go with it and talk to new people.
While my full time job is great and a good reference, they have no part time positions for me so I am quitting by the end of this week and applying...