So he is not so much my friend as he is smrt's, but I have known him for the whole time smrt and I have been together so...

Anyways, he and his "fiance" have been together for 8 years (a year longer than smrt and I). They are both older than us, in their mid 30's but have very little ambition or direction. Well they were supposed to have been married in September but that didn't occur due to "money situation". I think they just used that as an excuse. Around the time of the would be wedding the friend (we will call him M) started making comments to smrt about things not going well with them. They have always been an odd couple to us, in that they don't seem to be each others types and have even said so.

Two nights ago she gets online and asks smrt to text M more and try to hang out with him more as well. He is apparently losing touch with his friends. Smrt says he will, and she begs smrt not to tell M she asked this. hmmm WERID
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I just feel like I need a good rainstorm. Full blown, with thunder and lightning and a torrential down pour. *sigh* But none is in sight.

I feel like I need a good long week of this, all 7 days. I love the dark clouds, the stillness between flashes of rain, the smell of the air. I want to have a good excuse to sit inside all weekend and drink hot cocoa and watch movies all snuggled on the couch.

I have always liked this kind of weather, it puts me in a better mood. Which I seem to need lately. I am happy go lucky, then BAM I'm feeling off. Out of touch, like I don't belong.

I made that comment to im2smrt4u today,that I don't belong. He asked why? This is strange in of itself since he says he doesn't belong anywhere. I responded by telling him I have always felt this way. Hes so cute, he tells me its because I refuse to conform.

Still my head is in a jumble. Rain, rain, come again. I need you. I need you to wash things away. I...

We went to Sears Grand yesterday to get roomie's flat tire repaired. So we walked around for about an hour till the tire was fixed.

im2smrt4u of course wandered off and was looking at electronics, roomie and I were meandering around looking at nothing in general. I was trying on a pair of boots that wouldn't fit because of my fat calves when im2smrt4u called. Got phone out of purse and phone case, told him where we were. This is the point I don't remember anything else to do with my phone. Did I put it back in its case in my purse? Did I put it in my pocket? Did I just set it down? I have no clue.

Around 7:45 I realized I didn't even hear my phone go off for my bc reminder alarm...hmmm... Started digging for my phone

Pockets? Nope
Case? Nada
Bottom of purse? Nothing

DAMNN! Where did I leave it? Told fiance and roomie, they ran back with me to shoe dept, not there. FUCK! After and hour of calling it and checking...

Well I start the new job tomorrow, and I'm trying not to be nervous. I need to iron my clothes since I will have to dress professional now and pack myself a lunch.

I've had a headache all day that was only made worst by staying outside in the heat and sun for a BBQ. The BBQ was some knife forum get together that im2smrt4u wanted to go to.

Now I'm at home having to type this one handed as I have two kittens sleeping on my other arm.

...oh the life...

So im2smrt4u and I have found an apartment with our good friend and a previous roomie of mine, we will call her J (in snowy fashion) . She is one of the few people I can live with and know I will never have a problem.

The apartment is really nice and relatively good size (1099 sqft). It came with stove, dishwasher, fridge, built in microwave (yay extra counter space!) and a full size washer and dryer. We get a one car garage and a decent size patio. The only foreseeable problem is that along with the one car garage we get one parking permit, we have three vehicles, my truck, our roomies car and im2smr4u's motorcycle. The car and motorcycle fit into the garage but i may require some shuffling of vehicles when one or the other wants to leave. This may become a headache. If all else fails I will park on the street.

Moving is a pain! We are pretty much done with mine and J's things im2smrt4u is the only one who doesn't have his stuff here. He is a pack rat and...