Sunshowers abrewin'.
Posted 12-12-2008 at 06:44 PM by Supple Cow
I am noticing a trend in the way I interact with the world, where I do things that I can't explain and this goes on for a long time before suddenly *BOOM* it all falls together and the only logical explanation for it is that I have known it was coming all along and I just knew to make those good choices when others didn't. I know my conscious mind doesn't know it beforehand, but maybe it's the power of blink? Thank goodness Malcolm Gladwell exists so that I can at least try to make sense of my most inscrutable qualities.
I don't really care too much right now about how this is happening; I'm just trying to ride it out and see what's at the end of this path I've taken. Every day this week, I have managed to do a lot of the exact right thing when I wasn't trying to - some of the time I even thought for sure it would be the exact wrong thing but I did it anyway and was rewarded for it. Despite how peculiar this all is, I have a good feeling about how things will turn out. If I'm proven wrong and I have a shitstorm waiting for me, then I also know there will be an invaluable lesson waiting with it. I guess that's how I can feel so good about not knowing.
I don't really care too much right now about how this is happening; I'm just trying to ride it out and see what's at the end of this path I've taken. Every day this week, I have managed to do a lot of the exact right thing when I wasn't trying to - some of the time I even thought for sure it would be the exact wrong thing but I did it anyway and was rewarded for it. Despite how peculiar this all is, I have a good feeling about how things will turn out. If I'm proven wrong and I have a shitstorm waiting for me, then I also know there will be an invaluable lesson waiting with it. I guess that's how I can feel so good about not knowing.
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Interesting entry. I hope it all turns out for the best.Posted 12-12-2008 at 06:49 PM by snowy
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this is wonderful and inspiring. i am terrified of the unknown so thank you for the refreshing pov. and yes, i believe we all have the answers within ourselves, consciously or not..Posted 12-13-2008 at 01:53 AM by anti fishstick 
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The intuitive mind is a powerful thing.Posted 01-30-2009 at 11:22 PM by ubertuber
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Are you dating Tony Robbins again? Jesus...
Where have you been, anyway?
Obviously not giving us all you hawt gossip.
Call me. We'll do lunch.Posted 01-31-2009 at 01:46 PM by Plan9
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