Is the only way to describe anything in life.

That is all.

Meh? Why, no motivation. I'm trying to find a hobby but I come up with the "Why?" question in my head. Damn you squeeeb! Perhaps tommorrow will be different. I'll get into work early and leave early. Do laundry, clean up, then maybe go to a bar. OK, that was lie, I won't go to a bar. Maybe I'll drink at home, nope, don't think I'll do that either. I will however, abuse my latest thing, Tylenol PM.

It works fantastic and knocks me out within minutes. I'll eat more breakfast, more lunch, work out more. Yeah, maybe tommorrow'll be different ...